As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Friday, September 01, 2006
reality check?
seriously
i think i shld go for a reality check
i think i seriously suck
and my attitude is lyk shit lo
heck
my life is so shi bai
i had bin bz afraid-ing and worrying tht
i din even bother abt my attitude e ppl ard me
i was afraid i wld lose faith
i was afraid tht i wld givin up
i was afraid tht i wld lose patience
i had bin lost in my own lala-land for too long
and now its for me to cm back down on earth
and get back to the real wurl
seriously
wats e point of worrying?
i mean even if u worry til e dae u die
u wil get nowhr
i juz had to continue
and not lose faith and pray hard
anw i went back to my beloved JPS <33
and i saw alot of pri sch fwens!!!
ahh i miss my old sch :x
sian songyan dardar din go
beocs of the freakin competition >.<
i am so missing my pri sch!
altho the location nt same le
but i miss my fwens,memories,chers, n loadds
y muz all the happy things end?
y isnt life a fairytale wif a happyending?
sian la
nth i do can chnge the fact tht
i am stuck at shitty stinkin nhhs
in tht half-idiotic 1oh3
smmore nhhs doesnt noe hw to manage time well
and onli wan loadds of fame! FAME!
i wan turn back time!
crap sia
if i cld realy turn bck time
i wun have bin here
i wld hv chose to remain dead in my old dead body :/
oh well
i wished tht i could go to fuhua or rv
den i wld probably be outta
nasty nahua and miserable 1oh3
seriously
i shldnt b complaining
i shld be contended i hab a sch
LOL
wad crap am i tok sia?
i am SO NOT happy wif nhhs nor 1oh3
i am gonna complain,complain AND COMPLAIN!!!
grr
i am so fed up wif my life
i seem to hate absolutely erything in my life
absolutely evrybody~
sob ndp :((( those days :'(
HECK HECK HECK
i am so gonna kill myself for being so depressed for tis mm
my mood swings are bad
GREAT
nw i hv to folo up wif my fast-changing moods
i am so lookin forward to TML!
WOOTS <3
ok i do feel guilty
but my happiness is overwhelming my guiltiness
LMAO
crap again
i tink i seriously nid to go for a mental check up
1 mm i v serious nxt mm i v depressed den nw i lyk high qi lai
!!!???!!!
ugh
i am such a freak wif freakishly stubborn hair
and obstinate 'rents
but i am soooo goooonnnaaaa love tml!!!
ahhhh
me goin crazy liao!
i wan tml to cm sooner!!
<33
weetoweet <3
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