As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
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ytd had bswas onli halfwae thru lacuz sl had tuitionmuz rush homehehswent hm and o2-ed agnlvl 7 lerjiayous wor, vic :xwhee!~ so xcitedtml goin bugis w rq to buy present for sy dardar then thurs NO SCH!go celebrate dar's bdae w rqbt my 'rents are lyk so pekchek w mefor gg out evry so often*clears throat*er-hemhello, hello?u two noe tht exams are over?it is tym to celebrate ok?nt stay hm and rotand dun crap abt quality tym w familyu two dun even carejuz wan me stay at hm to rot w u allsiaoi nt tht naive ok?this trick mite hv worked when i was 3bt nw lok at me,i am 13 liao lobig enuff to go mk decisionsand big enuff to noe ur motive horso now let me be wad i am haiz y does it turn out thti owaes end up worrying for othersthan for myself?i will owaes lost track of tym trying to help ppl get out of their probsand getting them back on to e rite trackwhile still having a gr8 load of probs on handi am such a kpo?hehsi dunnoeit juz hurts me to c all my frens sufferingand they seem to suffer more thn i am nowso naturally, my kpo-iness got e beta of meand i end up worrying and praying for themand forgeting to worry and pray for myselfsandi wan me to "prepare fully the internal then prepare external"= care n pray abt urself 1st,other ppl ltr oso canbt i dun reli agree lacuz in tis caseu mite as well shut off the wurl suan le?hmmsmayb i shld tk her advicen pray and tk care of myself fersthn go tk care of otherswhn my probs are solvednowadaes ppl ard me seemed to get so moodyand they lyk hv xin shialtho i noe tht they wun tel mebt i juz wan help them cn?i noe i v kpobt i juz dun lyk c ppl ard me sadsadand w tht kind of i-am-suffering expressioncrap y evryone so sad????i wan vomit blood liao loy cnt tis world b a happier place?haiz i tink i wun go help ppl leltr they tink i siao lang how?haizsiao lang signing offtatas
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