As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
hmms
sian
my o2jam lvl went frm lvl 4 to 3 agn
and i hv to do the lvl 4 mission agn!
craps lo
hmms
church on sat!
wl mst likely gg
and her sis mite wan go
hmms
fridae getting bck papers
duno wad my results wil b lyk
im sure to flunk sm subjects de la
considerin e fact tht i am a brain-dead sloth :)
haiz
im scared tht my results wil affect
whether i cld go to church on sat
haix
owaes worrying lo
about practically for evrything n evry1
y ppl nt worryin abt their problems
and i am worrying it for them?
i worry for pl and hu worry for me?
sian
haiz
i wan juz slp and slp and slp
lyk a sleeping beautyugly
minus the fact tt i am a ugly nt beauty?
hahas
WORRIESQUESTIONS IN MY MIND:
will wl mk it to church?
will i get B4 and above for all my subjects?
will perceival's fwens cm on sat?
will sandy's games succeed on sat?
will i b able to go out tml for bs?
will i b able to go church?
will wl's sis cm?
will i hv time to plan backup games 4 sat?
what if i cnt go on sat,wad will happen 2 sandy?
y lyk evry1 in relationship probs?
y is my rents so crappy recently?
y am i owaes arguing w my rents?
what's rong w my dad's leg?
y he dun wan tell me wad happen to his leg?
y am i feeling so moody?
y am slowly slippin bck to whr i started frm?
y is my attitude rotting again?
where had my enthu gone huh?
y my o2jam oso wan qifu me?
y am i feeling tired and diao evry mm?
y are my mood swings ack again?
y am i startin to feel lonely agn?
y am i starting to feel abandoned agn?
y am i feelin tht evrythin is dropping to whr it started?
am i ever gona get out of tis thing?
y am i slowly slipping awae frm evry1?
and y do i juz feel crappy in sch n home?
y dun i hv ppl to tok to in sch?
y do i suddenly hate myself so much again?
y do i suddenly feel lyk cutting myself again?
y am i suddenly feelin lyk drippin hot wax on myself again?
y am i feeling sad and badattitude-ey again?
y am asking my self so much qns?
y i dun hv ans to my own qns?
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