As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Friday, November 03, 2006
hv i made e rong choice frm e start?
have i bin making e rong choice frm e start?
ytd lz told me he was glad i knew IT
mayb he knew frm the start?bt i duno e whole story so cant blame him
smtyms i juz feel tht i had bin doin e rong thing
wasting tym on e rong person
and neglecting the person hu saved my lyf
bt is this true or not?
i am not sure lo
i thot it was supposed to be lyk tht till ytd
i suddenly realise THAT
im confused,hurt and i duno wad to do now
cont wif my lyf and neglect her?
or cont doing it since i had oredi started?y is it tht he din tell me wad he knew?
he knew i was oredi in e rong path
yet he din pull me back or wad?
and i had to realise it myself
and he said "good,now u noe"
heck?!?
and mayb it is too late?
i cant confide to anyone
i cant trust anione
GOD couldnt hear me i tink
cuz i din repent my sins
and i duno gt repent finish anoti practically duno aithing
mayb it was the rong choice frm start
y din u all stop me?
u all obviously saw tht i was in the rong path
and u all din tell,din stop me
till ytd i found IT out
i cant stand it tis tym
i really cant
i try trusting u all
bt it turned out tt u all probably din care abt my lyf and death
bt i noe SHE caredi can thank her alonearigato :Dbut i still cant trust her
im nt prepared
i cant juz trust jiu trust
nw blogging is the only way i can say out my feelingsi am feeling betrayed,pissed off,confused,angry inside
but do u all understd how i feel?
no
u all dun
hw can i trust u all agn after these two incidents?
i duno whther i can or not
bt for e mo, i tink i cant
sry
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