As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Friday, November 10, 2006
sian-ness gt e beta of me :D
haiz
tml jiu shi sat liao lo
y dun i feel excitement in me?
in actual fact
i dun even feel lyk going
....
i duno y i feel lyk this
hms.
xw mite b cming
wl mite b cming too
goody good
ehs.
y dun i feel the surge of excitement and enthu-ness in me?
sian
wth
wats rong w me?
i hate myself
f**k
i am getting that addiction again
y cant i do anithing properly?
i juz hate myself
u can be positive, but i cantits the same thingy again
i cant stop those thots
and i juz hate the other side of me
juz as u all had hated it
but i cant stop it
i duno wad is happenig to me these few daes
ok nt these few daes
bt after ytd's thingy
i seemed to mind alot of things tht happened
i dun wan to revert back to the old vic
no one wans it
i dun wan it
u dun wan it
they dun wan it
but hw can i stop it?
bt u all dun seem to care
EXPECTATIONS AND EXPECTATIONS
u all dun understand then complain abt my attitudei said "diao" was becoz of smthing else,ok?
i was not trying to attitude u or wadevr ok?
get e facts rite pls
u duno me dun criticise me
u all ask urself
do u all ever cared abt my feelings and my thots?
no u all dun
all u all do is gif me expectations
and expect me to do tis do thtu tink i wanted to be late?
i had smtin on,ok?and i am gg to make a stand once and for all
i am not gona take u all the expectations animore be it good or bad for me
i will juz throw them one side
coz they dun mean to me
y do u all even bother to gif me expectations at all?when u all juz treat me as a insignificant being
or u all probably juz wan to c my suffer
and ruin my entire lyf then u all happy isit? and pls lor i din tell u smthings becoz u owaes dun wan tel me ur probsthen whn u tel me ur probs i try help u solvethen u sae i siding w GODwad u wan me to do?i juz wanted to help u ok?if u dun wan thn tel me straightly dun beat around the bush
fine then lets see who wins in the endits me against all of youlet the games begin
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