As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
IM BACK ;D
YEAHYEAH! IM BACK,PEEPOS! ;Dmiss me din u? yes u did,i noe de ;D
oh yeah oh yeah,im feeling high
yesyes,the passion for GOD in me has not stopped burning
weetoweet
YI camp was super nice
oh wells.
since im feeling so high now,i will post abt it
say "thanks vic!i love u!"
thanks vic!i love u!
LOL
1812o6
yesyes,it's the 1st day of camp
and everything jus started
nothing much actually,preparations only
food was superb and service rocks!
yeahyeah uh huh
service rocks,the band was nice and the effects was nice
and GOD's presence was STRONG!I COULD FEEL IT! GOD THANK YOU!!oh ya
yesyes i went to the best tribe ever!
ABRAHAM!<3!yes i bet that u r jealous,aren't you?
right
and then lights out
the beds were super noisy when u turn around);
and i was super cold and i had leg cramps all thru the nite
couldnt get to sleep);
1912o6oh yeah this is the 2nd day
and i think the sermons were nice
but i kept falling asleep during WORSHIP
hell la
i was lyk worshipping and then my eyes jus close and i almost sleep
!!!
and thank GOD!
I DID NOT SLEEP,OK?
raining throughout the dae
wth and i got my freaking period
yesyes my period);
how devastating
and the thru the dae i was diao-ing ppl
but i tried hard to kept myself in control
oh and we had gmaes in the hall
nicenice games and abraham in top three
lyk so obvious la,
abraham so qiang :Din the end abraham got 1st lor ;DDDD
the nite is still lyk the 1st nite
cramps and and super cold w bed noises
and i think i snored?
yes i think i did ;D
2o12o63rd day of camp ;D
sermons were still ever-so-nice
and we had outdoor games!
the weather was nice,ok?
PRAISE THE LORD <3was super diao-ing ppl
shunrong,minwei,percival,sandy,yvonne,nicole they all kana diao-ed by mesorrysorry):cos i was having my freaking period
plus i feel uncomfortable
and i wanted to play the games la
well thanks for enduring w my stupid attitude anw
ohohohoho ;D
2112o6last day of camp);
wellwell i was half sad half happy
partly because i wan go home and sleep properly in my warmwarm bed
but i also wanted the camp to continue!
yesyes and then we had morning service,cleaning,lunch
and yesyes ;D
the results of the best dynamite tribe!
guess who won?
dont need guess also know de lar!
obviosuly is ABRAHAM!<3!oleholeholeholeh *continues chanting*
oh wells all in all
everything went on fine la
i had alot of negative thots and i was super sensitive
and was also super high la ;D
at some points i juz felt discouraged
and my team ppl juz cheer me on
they encouraged me w their passion and their smiles
and i really felt GOD's presence :D
and i really have to thank ppl hu put up w my attitude this few daes
i was extra crappy as i felt uncomfortable having my freaking period
thanks alot ;D
it really encourages me on!
there were ups and downs
but my team was there to catch me when i fall
still there were times i felt left out and inferior
just felt that sometimes i really shld put in more effort in doing things
yesyes ;D
i really can admit tht i din put in my utmost effort
and i really wished i had la);
i was lyk thinking "why ppl can do it,yet i cant?"
but nvm there is still next year!
oh yes im goin next year
through this camp i learnt loads of things
the sermons were great and GOD was really talking to me thru them
yesyes,negative thots had spurred me on smtyms
weird to say this,not saying to stumble ppl
but smtyms i juz lyk to stay depressed for awhile
and dwell inside my mind,thinking about my bad points
and then i will juz throw all my problems to GOD
i would try to change them w GOD's strength!
yeahyeahyeah! ;D
oh wells.
i just wished that i had put in more effort
yeahyeah
*poof*
smtyms i juz feel tht i suck
i mean if poiewq can do it, y cant i?
yes smtyms i ask myself this qns
am i too stupid or wad? yes,i have to admit that im not putting my best efforti dont strive for perfection lyk poiewq,so i juz suibian chiongin the end the results were freaking badand poiewq had good attitudeeveryone was lyk praising poiewqyes,i admit i deserve no praisei mean poiewq was good attitude,patient,kind and whatsoever nicenice crapstanding beside poiewq jus makes me feel inferior and i felt lyk giving upsmtyms i jus wanted to be lyk poiewq,yes i do smtymsand i kind of avoid poiewq to stop myself from sufferin frm inferiorityyes im pathetic,lame,loser,cant face up to realitybut i juz cant bring myself to level myself w poiewqand i feel bad thinking the wrong way,but i cant get rid of this feeling
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