As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
saturdays are the days long awaited by alot of people during the week
yet i beg to differ D:
zzz
im tired :O
chionging encouragement cards ytd
then conference-ed w __ ____ and _____
hahas.shen mi ren wu-s : D
conference-ed from 12am till 6am la
like hell,we were crapping abt something
chatted abt ______ and __ ___and _____
yeah these are shen me ren wu-s too
oh we were evil actually :D
uhms.we talked abt other stuff
turned out that im the only one hu is not the shen mi ren wu
hahas ;D
life is not the same after graduating frm jps D:
life certainly changed alot
i even changed alot
i grew taller,fatter and talkative-er
hahas. : D
have to admit that i dont like some of the changes
hoho shant mind la :D
sm people like my changes and some ppl dont
in fact,to be true,i din change in the inside
i feel that im still the girl i used to be
maybe i look like and behave like i changed
but in actual fact,i didnt
and i know it :D
hahs.oh wells.
it's one o clock ler
i gtg and meet alvina-lala ;D
byebye ;D
is there any point doing the things im doing now?
i feel that im just a faker
faking everything i do,so ppl wld be happy
do i look happy to you?
i certainly hope so
im conforming to the patterns of people's expectations
smtimes i question myself abt the things i do
keeping everything inside
no letting it affect people's moods
it's a hard thing to do
but i wont like to see u all faking care and concern
faking that u understand and empathize w me
or even sympathize,which i dun wan
everyone around me is a faker in some way or other
yes,there's a point in faking my life
i dont like pitysms,and fake concern/care
thats why i fake my smile and happiness
and i dont feel guilty or bad
evrything is a scam anyway,why bother?
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