As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Friday, February 02, 2007
dao-ing girl
lets set this clear now
u are the one who dao-ed me
u gave me attitude okay?
please lor,wad u did IS attitude
and u HAVE attitude problem
dont ask me whether wad i think abt others' attitude
u have it urself
deal with your attitude problem then cm lecture me
and like wth u dont even know wad is attitude
and u tell me u dont have attitude?
everyone has a attitude
for goodness sake just shut up if u dont know anything
im seriously bu shuang with u
oh and dont tell me tht i dont know u
obviously i dont know
wad crap u talking abt lah?
lyk goshhh,i known u for 2weeks only
its a obvious fact tht i dont know ur character
and dont come tell me i am a nice girl actually
u dont need to do some ass-kissing
cos u will never make it,okayy
argh,u make me pissed off
i sacrificed almost all my time and effort on this damn thing
and u say i dont care a damn abt this thing
oh yeah,all u care is winning
do u even realise the things that are happening behind the scenes?
no u dont
and u dont even care a damn abt us
...
wad can i do,i agreed do help u at the first place
my attitude is when i promise u = i will do my best
SO its another obvious fact that u dont even noe my attitude
and i feel that u dont even know me enough,
u dont have any say in me not knowing u
so just shut up and observe
yes,i have to admit at times,i get fedup easily and i just flare up
but we all have flaws,okayy
whereas on my side,i need ppl to tell me my flaws
so i can change,this is also another point of me
which u ALSO dunno : D
if i dont care abt this thing i wont try to salvage the situation
i wont have put my name down on the form
i wont have thought of ______ myself
i wont have shed tears
i wont have made things clear
i wont have tried to make u all stay
all those efforts are wasted now
no,even if we try it again,its no longer the same
maybe i shldnt have joined at the fers place
maybe im just a burden instead of helping
u and her would just make a perfect group
and i am just the one who is the block obstructing ur way
would u just go away for a moment?
stop hurting me with ur ATTITUDE
yes its UR ATTITUDE
that is attitude problem lorh
ugh,just get out of my sight for a momen
i try not to feel those negative emotions
i try to hide them away,but i know i cant,God
God,please take them away from me
the pain,hate,resentment,anger,fustrations
God,teach me how to love her
yes i want to love her
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