As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Friday, February 09, 2007
worn out
*feels tired and plops down on the couch to take a breather*
LOL
this week is tiring
tests,china hosting and stuff like that
friday finally is here
wheeeee
and tmr is gonna be saturday :D
got alot of reflection to do this week
things whammed into my face
people come and go
things happen and pass away
seriously,this week was kinda bad
everyday i had to control my anger a few times
i almost shouted at people
and yes,i lost my temper at small things
i guess i got a lot to do abt my attitude
yes,i wanna Christ-like and be a good living testimony(:
homework and tests are just another part of the gruelling ordeal
i got reasonable marks i guess,considering the fact that i din study hard
was kinda disappointed
promised myself to use my results to glorify God
yet in my heart i know that my parents would never be pleased with my results
what to do?
yes,i have to start mugging for common tests
i wanna get at least a B3 for my weaker subjects :D
so much so that this week has gruelling moments
theres still some "breakthroughs" of laughter
yes,they really helped me relax
gave me a moment to cool down and laugh :D
thanks to the people who really encouraged me on
and made me laugh
there's alot,almost the whole of 203
hahas,yes,thankyous :D
really have to thank God.<3
through these tough times,u are always by my side,comforting me :D
u are irreplacable,no amount of friends,money or materials can replace u
u dry my tears and give me strength for the next day
u are my strength,my reason to live,God.<3.
recently this sentence kept appearing to me some way or another
no matter who u are,what u look like,wad u do,etcetc,God will still love you oh yeah,motivation verse for the week!
hahas.
well seriously,at times,
i do feel so guilty that i had sinned against God
or i had done something that God wouldnt like
God loved me so muchHe gave me everything,yet,wad i gave Him was disappointment and hurt
yes,what i should do is do my best to glorify Him in every single thing i do
for the past few years,i had been afraid
afraid of putting my heart and soul to accomplish others' expectations
but to see it all go to waste the next moment.
yes,my most ultimate fear,disappointment
i wanna step out this comfort zone
it will be difficult,i guess
but with God's grace i am sure i can do it
whatever i do,i wanna do it for God
i dont wanna live up to people's expectations
i dont wanna fall under the disppointment of failure
yes,God,give me the courage to take my first step
rights.i guess people are tired reading my blog
cos i always write 1000-words reflections
plus,non-xtians complain that all i write about is God
LOL
dont like dont read :D
wo bu xi han der,okayy
just click that red button o the top right hand corner of the window
see that "x" ?
click it :D
wahahas
during art lesson today
i made up a maths formula!
LOL
{(a)(1/2 r + 1/2 r)(t)(s)(2u divide by 2)[(-c)-(-c)](k)}
=art suck
okayy,seriously i was bored to death
and i felt asleep,luckily sandy woke me up
oh and btw,i drew "THE BOXMAN"
hahas.its an inside joke actually
but jason was trying to make it ito "THE BOX GIRL"
evility!
B is for BOXMAN
BOXMAN,BOXMAN,BOXMAN,BOXMAN
tmr chc
to be true i dont feel like going for cg
for during svc,i can sit far away frm him
fighting the tough battle with the internal conflicts
why am i always the last person to know?
why are we working so hard here and there u are thinking everything is great?
hate me,okayy
to tell the truth,i dont care a damn
lastyear,u told me to come church after exams
u encouraged me on
the past you and the present you seems so different
so vague
do you have to ruin everything?
everyone had faith in you,cant u see?
just because u have problems doesnt mean we must rang ni,okayy
everyone has problems,so stop sitcking in ur own clique
its gonna harm more people
stop pulling people down with you,i see her backsliding becos of u
why?
because u dont wanna face the problem urself
u need support,yet u look for it at the wrong place
God is there for u
stop relying on people too much,rely on His strength
by His grace,u can overcome everything and anything :D
stand up strong,with His strength and love,face the problem!
deal with it,find ways to solve it
stop escaping from the problems
its not the way,it will only cause more hurt
not only to urself,but to everyone around you
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