As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Monday, July 23, 2007
changed blogskin.
im really, really tired.
but i do not want to fall asleep at this time. how untimely.
today was none much better. but i still survived.
at least, my body didnt failed me.
& sonny's ahmazing voice keeps me going on. whee.
i dont really feel like blogging. partly because im tired.
& i feel really guilty & horrible. sorry, _.
i really must think before i speak/not speak at all.
God, please help me. really.
i dont know whether i can survive on matt's voice when the new fftl cd is out.
seriously, i think im easily contented with life. when i hear sonny's voice.
brownie, your voice is really amazing too.
shut the doors & turn the lights out.
silently listen to the songs that the night rain shout.
fill up the glass with gin & tonic. & drink yourself to happiness.
drink it back to all the pain you once felt.
there's school tmr. i feel like ponning.
sometimes, i really wish i can put myself into your shoes.
walk in your life for one day. to feel what it feels like to be you.
i know it's impossible & utterly nonsensical.
there's something me that felt like reaching out to you.
maybe. maybe someday, i would stop feeling wrong.
i would stop being so self-centered. i would stop saying/doing wrong things.
someday. we would be friends.
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