As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
im back to blogging again, even when there is nothing to blog-.-
hahaha, apparently i am bored.
like wth, had been bloghopping/forum-ing/itemsearching for the past hour.
& i still cant find my stupid gloves. damn.
time passes really slowly.
*hangs self & chokes as rope loosens*apart from doing nothing & bloghopping, i have denied having homework to my parents.
hoho. this might cause dire consequences.
grr, that stupid art teacher. why do we have to improve on it?!?
*stabs her to death*art is a form of self-expression whattttt!
wth. now we have to hand up two
improved art pieces to her on tuesday.
ugh. forget it. whatever i say doesnt make a difference anyway.
hahaha. im doing a iq quiz. but the network is slow-.-
YAY my iq is 112:D not bad though! whee.
inspiration is knocking at my door. hurray.
let's hope it does lasts till i finish my song.
haha. & i really hope i do not sidetrack ever again.
*pauses momentarily on song sheet & writes random thoughts on blank paper*hoho. that's what i do all the time x)
im feeling so bored & energetic at the same time o.O
like having a burst of energy in you, but unable to put it into anywhere useful. z.
this is so tormenting. please please, when will it ever be 1130pm?!?
wtf. & i have like no mood to continue my song.
z. forget it. i will leave it till tomorrow. hoho.
i had been planning to redo the history project by myself.
but haha, i am too lazy to even lift my finger x)
i guess we will be handing up a darn boring video to raja. z.
unless, i suddenly kisiao & decide to redo it again.
hahaha, quite impossible for now:D
i feel pathetic. because of the lack of sleep i get after school reopens.
i cant even get enough sleep on a sunday. can you believe it?
my parents had to dig me up & drag me to a mindless round of shopping.
then they even commented how i looked like a walking zombie!
wtf! how nice they are! z.
my mum says sonny looks like a ghost): wth.
*screams with triple angst & irritation & jumps on her*she's is sooooo old-fashioned-.-
"it's amazing what you'll find when you just open your eyes"
(quoted from _. haha im sure you know im talking about you!)it will be more amazing to find that i see alot more after i close my eyes-.-
i dont even have enough sleep, how can i even learn to appreciate things?!
grr. "i will not tolerate this kind of crap de!"
(also quoted from the same person)aahhh. i am just ranting nonsense again.
hoho. just ignore me, if you do not understand anything. LOL
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i know how lonely & isolated you felt.
in this world that sympathises,but never empathise.
in a cold dark corner, is where you reside.
where all you have is yourself, your only solace & self-comfort.
haunted by sorrow & sufferings, darkness envelopes.
your world seems bleak & misery slowly feast on your heart,
and what you have left is nothingness inside.
i just stood there, looking as your world divides.
i know you cried yourself to sleep, dear.
i saw the fresh flowing tears down your tear-stained cheeks.
your wretched heart tat will never mend.
yet there's no one to ease the bitterness & pain.
you are always tormented by sadness & angst.
self-inflicted cuts drippind with crimson blood.
in the nocturnal stillness you weep,
thrown into a abyss of hopelessness & despair.
i know you struggled to pursue those lost hopes & shattered dreams.
you tell me you're tired.
tired of trying to break free from being tangled in endless woes.
screaming for me to help, yet you ignore the hard truth.
your face contorted with angst & hatred.
with a tweak of self-despair & fear written all over.
it seems like you always struggled desperately yet failed, futile.
& all i can do is pull the trigger & end your misery.
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