As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Monday, July 16, 2007
my blog is going to be declared dead soon. hahaha.
today was boring. i cant bother describing it.
hahaha. after school, i met brownie & alicia. whee.
then brownie became mengyan's daddy.
hmm, internal chaos alr lah.
mengyan doesnt even know brownie. hahaha.
& i just realised so much things happened right under my nose.
BUT, i did noticed some of the things had happened.
but sometimes, things are better left unsaid.
so what if i had noticed the things morphing into something bad?
if what i said could change its path of destruction. i would have done it earlier.
OH i got my portable speaker alr!:DDD
hahaha. i feel so happy. whee.
now i can sleep to sonny's voice & wake up to his voice in the morning.
at least this part of life doesnt suck.
i just remembered sijie & xiuwen are starting to play neopets alr.
their addcition is making me feel like playing.
hahaha. someday i shall do that. but not now.
im feeling rather lazy nowadays.
hahaha. im suffering from lack of sleep.
i just feel like sleeping at everywhere, anytime.
maybe nowadays life is too boring to be awake.
no tears. no pain. but fustrations.
this painless fustrations are killing me more than anything.
let me feel pain, at least. or let those tears flow.
i cant summon any tears out. argh.
maybe someday i will die of these painless fustrations.
maybe i keep everything inside till i burst & i become mentally unsound. whee.
HAHAHA but im alr mentally unsound.
i shall run away. run till the world's end.
run away from you people, especially you.
someday im gonna choke in all your smoke & get secondhand cancer.
this feelings are really gonna kill me someday.
i swear i would like to jump down a building right now.
i think im going to sleep.
maybe these feelings will pass.
{.7:56:00 PM
