As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
i think im stressed out. seriously.
with commons & everything, i think life is really not worth living. lol.
but thank God for keeping me strong. YAYYYYY
& i really pray that i can go church during the commons period.
yesterday was real badass.
i couldnt go church ytd, because of my parents.
so i quarrelled with them & banged around, to no avail.
tried studying physics. but i couldnt understand alot of concepts. i gave up.
consider that as one saturday wasted. no church. not much revision done.
i was so pissed with myself & went to sleep veryvery early.
then overslept, made brownie & desmond waited for 1 hour plus.
i felt so guilty. hahaha.
today woke up at 10plus. & felt sleep-deprived.
tried going back to sleep, but i failed. zzz.
looked through some physics notes. & i stil couldnt understand some of it.
jp-ed with mengyan & had lunch.
little-rich-girl bought a new wallet & a new piece of clothing.
came back home & tried to revise physics.
my life revolves around studies, studies & studies. this is crazy.
did some homework, & skipped the proposal. hahaha.
i think im moving over to myspace. hahaha. we'll see.
i lost my calculator & im pissed about it.
whichever asshole/bastard took it, please return it to me.
i need it, for no available reasons though. maybe physics.
ugh, i dont like the idea of losing my things.
& that bastard/asshole better give back my calculator.
im getting so sick & tired of physics & maths.
i feel like failing everything in commons. lol.
nothing seems to make sense in my mind nowadays.
i think i lost my rationality. but i wonder if it was there at the first place.
he is invisible. WE ARE INVINCIBLE!;D
toss me like a rope, & hopefully you'll have their approval
inside the imitation that i loath, i see you staring back at me
we pile into separate agendas, with the songs of defeat playing in our minds.
someone gotta keep me alone. i cant forget you.
i think im gonna have a last shot at physics.
maybe i might get lucky. hahaha. we'll see.
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