As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Friday, September 28, 2007
i screwed my history paper today. how depressing.
tbh, im really disappointed. i just screwed my history paper. the one that i put the most effort in.
now, i gotta brace the fact that i might not even scrape a pass for it. damnation.
my structured essay & source-based was a screwed up piece of shit. my handwriting was crap too.
i've no mood to mug for geography anymore. it feels like my motivation had been drained away. not that i had much at the first place.
seriously, quit bugging me about shallow things, you two-faced cow.
saying sorry when it was never your intention. you cant take back what you said. i'll never forget it anyway.
i swear i'll bite you & give you hell if you bug me one more time(even if i dont have fangs). then tear your skin with shards of metal.
i'll crave my name on you ugly face. & smear honey on it, then set killer ants on your face. let the ants eat your face away for you while you're still alive.
im evil, sue me. i bet you're much better off with a ant-eaten face than your current one.
im in a crappy mood, & my keyboard is suffering under my horrible hands again.
well, it feels good typing when im angry. haha.
*hugs keyboard & refrains self from whacking it again*
tbh, i actually love my trusty keyboard. it's just not the same with my friends' & school's.
why dont you throw away everything to gain nothing at all but one person who cares if you end up dead? because you seriously need it, loser.
pfft, i cant go church tomorrow. sucks to my parents. emosleeping today & tmr, i guess.
i've nothing to do anyway. except that i need to mug for geog, & i dont have the mood to anyway.
i cant be bothered with studying anymore. i loved history, but now, it's gone.
why dont you crush my dreams & let me fade away? admit it, it was what you longed to do anyway. you just love to see me fall.
shit. falloutboy & thealmost is irritating me more & more. shit. i dont like them anymore.
you know, im replying everyone on msn with "i screwed my history paper".(except dylan ♥ & alicia ♥ ) im not in a mood to talk much anyway. haha.
please dont attempt to start a conversation with me. unless you have something reallyreallyreally interesting/important to entertain/talk to me with.
i have no mood to blog anymore, but i have truckloads of things cramped in my head. sucks to it.
take my heart & make it grey. the sky is a new shade of grey today ♥
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