As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
im upset. i cant study anymore. shit _.
i cant see any point in studying about high/low population stuff & pollution shit.
the world is ending soon anyway. haha. im really considering whether to flunk geog or not.
i can cope with it :/ & i hate it anyway. butbut, i cant flunk. glorify God with my results.
but still, shit geog. worse subject i ever taken. i love maths more than it.
you know, i love history & literature:D im gonna take them next year. im gonna drop geog if i can. haha.
i studied chapters 7 & 8 of history today. it's damn easy. & im happy & accomplished about it.
still, i just cant get myself to study geog at this moment, maybe i shall study 6 & 7 later in the night.
but i really cant be bothered to. because i want emosleep tonight. haha. we'll see.
i've never been so stressed in my life. all because of eoys. & some other stuff.
shit them. everyone is making me stress by telling me about eoys. & glorify God with my results.
if i fail my eoys this year(excluding geog), i really am gonna drown in my own dirty blood. this is the first time i studied so hard in my life. psle & sec1 wasnt that hard either!
i need rest. i need understanding. i need time. i need concentration. i need brain cells. im starting to get distracted by alot of things. shit.
considering the fact that im easily distracted already. im a gone case if i get distracted from mugging for eoys.
wah lao. i hate it when people start bugging me about deadlines & dates.
like,
"you know, friday's history already! i havent study yet!" when in actual fact that person already studied 'til chapter 10 already.
im pissed off by some people who talk to me like that. but i talk like that somtimes too. so in other words, sometimes, i piss myself off. actually.
still, i cant stand people who start bugging me at this point of time. & for the wrong reasons still.
i think im talking rubbish, because i just took some muscle relaxers. & my head is giddy.
you know, i got a feeling i need to sleep.
damnation. i really hate the way eoys make me stress. shitshitshit it.
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