As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
im a train wreck, a breathtaking disaster. im the picture of misconfigured imperfection.
i've got imperfection spilling from my open wounds.
don't acknowledge my rights, just dwell on the wrongs. because the world around me is drawn ugly.
i just found that my cousin is attending the same church with me. acts 3.
what a coincidence. this is pretty cool.
life sucks today. & i doubt im getting much sleep tonight.
my mp3 used to tide me over anything, everything. but now, it's irritating me more than ever. what the heck. i need a better mp3 player to cure my music craving.
stupid phone, why cant you come with headphones?
stupid mp3 player. it jumps as if daunting me.
i know you know what i said was pretty much right.
it just haunts you how i know you better than you know me.
dont show me your fear, because i'll use it against you.
town tmr. with siewling & nicole.
which means im sleeping early tonight. this is impossible without music.
maybe i shall go over to dylan's & steal his ipod. haha.
oh but then again im still angry with him.
i just saw a pretty moon today. but my stupid camera phone couldnt take it down.
i want to get a digital cam & capture every beautiful moment in my life.
i want to capture every piece of sky i come across. every person i acquaint to. everything that i ever went through.
sheesh, sometimes, what i expected most, never turned out to be good.
but i guess today, i was in a emoish mood.
im giving up on my anti-pissing campaign. because it will never ever succeed. not in a thousand million years.
insecurity is eating my shell away like a plague of locusts devouring a field of crops.
but this is the time i outgrow my outer shell. to be stronger.
as i adjust to my new sights, i believe it'll bring me to new heights.
let my life be a big collage.
i wanna live a life that exhilarates me when living it. a life that i'll smile & while my way through.
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