As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Friday, October 26, 2007
im back from camp:D
it's was pretty interesting, i guess. but i'll keep the inner comments to myself.
i guess the instructors were nice on the overall.
butbutbut, esther was super nice!
Y she treated us drinks and was veryveryvery nice to our group:D
you know, she reminds me of ken. the way she talks and walks, all her actions, resemble ken alot.
nanhua was so deadpan about leadership that they cancelled all the fun activities.(like kayaking, canoeing, etc.)
and still for some reason, i didnt get to play flying fox. i went camp because of it, you know!
i just cant understand why im still stuck in this school. two more years :C
FIRST DAYeverything was so rushful. haha. we had to go from places to places in like 5seconds.
food was shit :C but i guess im used to shitty food in camps.(that's what you usually get.)
didnt have much time to bathe and we pia like shit.
my tshirt smelt very nice. and it was one of the things that comforted me. el oh el.
games were okay. the games attempted to rip off my arms.
i cant remember the rest of the things. i was damn pissed that day for some reasons.
SECOND DAYon the whole, i didnt get a very good night sleep, because my mp3 died on me in the middle of the night. and i couldnt be bothered to switch it on again.
and i slept on with my earphone under my right shoulder. now my shoulder is still aching.
rockclimbing was pretty interesting. i was damn noob.
i knocked my head against the rock wall and didnt even get over the red line.
it's okay, i'll conquer you someday, rockwall.
im still damn pissed about the fact that i didnt get to play zipline/flying fox. wth.
then abseling was pretty boring :/
because i didnt know what to do and just bump down from the top to bottom. el oh el.
i realised samantha has the same birthday with me!:D
food was still shit.
campfire was supposedly lameshit. because there was no fire. as piddlydiddly nanhua was afraid that we might burn down the whole adventure centre o_o
but i guess it was okay at the end, because everyone made an effort to be highhhh. sorry if i was being extra crappy that day. but i couldnt help it.
then we had the nanhua high cheer. yayyyyyy.
instructor: "nanhua high, ni men high bu high?"
us: "HIGH!~"
instructor: "wei she me?"
us: "yin wei wo men shi nanhua HIGH!~" the cheer is so darn cute and absolutely unique, and i think it came from wayne. because he showed me during the time we were serving dinner.
esther gave us early dismissal and we had more time to bathe:D
i think i wrote rubbish for the camp survey and nanhua survey. haha.
THIRD DAYi slept on someone's torch on my left shoulder. talk about unlucky o_o
then the rest of the day was pretty boring. did some area cleanup thingum.
and then i swept a little bit of floor in the dining area.
then we did
1234 buddha claps! *cheers victoriously*
i think we broke some record. and everyone was happy.
comeon, newbs! beat our record. you know you want to but you cant. 1234!
we got "loaded" on bus and i slept a little on the way back to school.
had a veryshort last meeting with sijie and xiuwen. i'll miss them alot :C
they were the ones that got me through the last few months. ily guys
Ywe had some commotion about the subject combination thingum.
i hope leeqing gets into the same combination with me. haha.
then home-ed:D
i had never been so glad to be home. el oh el.
sheesh. it's very late now, but im still very lazy to walk over to dylan's for his ipod.
he's back. he's back. he's back from his camp too.
at least i would have someone to talk to.(since alicia is in m'sia now.)
oh but i miss alicia loads too :C
i found eyecandy on my space!:D i found eyecandy on myspace!:D i found eyecandy on myspace!:D
*indulges in self-bliss and attempts to hug computer to sleep*
smexy scene boy + whole array of amazing tshirts =
YYYYYthere's alot of war going on in my mind. fight fight, bang bang, boing boing.
im still thinking whether i should go church tmr.
well, i'll let time decide. and if i go, i'll do my best to keep my spirits up.(i think this phrase sounds very wrong.)
i still cant forget the day i went town with nicole.
thinking of HMV makes me a little happy, i guess.
HMV is
Yi am really in need of monetary donations. because i wanna buy my fftl and sensesfail cds back.(yes, i still miss them alot :C)
and i wanna own a7x, hth and underoath cds. these are really gonna cost a bomb already.
4 more days to new album release from a7x. im excited.
bleeding star clothing is
Y and fftl merchandise is
Y too.
you know, a freaking nice bsc t-shirt costs like 20-30US dollars. and an amazing hoodie costs around 50-65US dollars.
can money please drop free flow from the sky. because i'll need them to buy the nicest clothes on the earth ever.
im telling you, the shirts are so damn nice that you'll be in love with them if you see them.(might post up pictures tmr.)
their model is eyecandy too, but he's mine :/
im really confused, you know. and pissed with myself.
what the hell is wrong with me i got the subject comb. i want, didnt i? what's holding me back? why am i considering appealing to triple sciences now!? im really pissed with myself.
i really wonder why i am so draggy and insecure sometimes.
im feeling veryvery nostalgic/sad/emo all of a sudden.
maybe because of tmr. maybe it's because of camp. maybe it's because of my subject comb.
maybe it's because i hadnt had a good goodbye with my friends in school.
maybe it's just because im too tired to go on anymore.
maybe it's because of my cds. i really miss them so much, that it aches me when i listen to the songs on computer.
i thkn i am so screwed. someone just let the razor write down my wrist.
i think im off to look at my eyecandy to take my mind off everything:D
and then i'll be going to dylan's for his ipod. yay.
{.10:16:00 PM