As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Monday, October 15, 2007
sheesh. im pissed :C
seems like there's a neverending list of people waiting to piss me off.
let me tell you something. you cant make me feel bad about myself, or even make me doubt my own life. because im already 30feet under.
try something better next time. hell to you, loser.
there's school tmr. which means waking up early tmr to survive through a day of senseless post exams activites. eeee.
i am so glad that im having camp on the last three days of school:D
nanhua is seriously sucking up my time & life.
i wanna pia audition today :C & going school is hindering my audi goal.
my audition~ im determined to be a tenner by this week. by hook or by crook. el oh el.
im by myself more than you know.
i know myself more than you know me. & i trust myself more than i trust you.
do not use your emotions against me. im sick of it.
your emotions are gonna be my pawns if you use them against me again. because you're not the only one good at manipulating people with emotions.
im bored. really bored. pffft. bored in a sense of i-want-to-be-doing-something way.
i must find some thing else to do this holidays before i rot myself to death.
people, please suggest something highly entertaining & exhilarating thing for me to work on.
maybe i shall pester people to teach me guitar. & i must go sentosa. & maybe try shopping.
seems like i have a plan in mind already. lol.
but all suggestions will still be seriously considered upon.
sheesh. im psing dylan today. im too tired. haha.
digging up pop songs to listen to.
a few songs are pretty nice. but it starts to irritate me if i listen to it a mutiple times over.
sheesh. aesthetic is boring me out. so im turning to senses fail already.
maybe i should try children of bodom.
why cant fftl release their new album this year. shit.
you know, you used to be my miracle. but now, im not quite sure.
i'll have to give it up someday. but for now, i guess im still not ready yet.
i want to subcribe to mtv! but my mum refuses to see reason :C
haha. i must conquer their minds & hearts so that mtv will be close to me. lol.
channel 8 & channel u is irritating me most of the times with their singaporean/korean/taiwan dramas.
oh but i have a sudden thought to dig up goong vcds & watch it over again:D
why cant channel 5 be like HBO or something better. instead of having singapore lameass comedies.
i admit there are pretty funny at times. but it annoys me somehow still.
coat my throat with menthol. turn on a song that means the most.
i know it'll hurt me to feel so alone, but forget it, i'll return to my self-inflicted coma.
dear black goodbye. i know you'll be here with me like a silhouette
Y
{.10:33:00 PM
