As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
today had been a pretty vague day for me.
my eyes hurt :C and sandy says i should dig out my eyes.
but im dying for thursday to come. sentosa!
Y i pray really really hard that it doesnt rain.
and qinching cheated my feelings :C she didnt smsed me like she said she would.
i just looked at bsc again. i have to get that pretty hoodie and a digital cam.
and a ipod that can satisfy my music needs(i sound like some savage).
which in turns leads to saying i need a job :C
sometimes i wish i could just give it all up and lift up my arms into the air.
sometimes, im just so tired of being a christian. and dont tell me a shitload of spiritual stuff, like , "do you want to please God?" and etc.
I DO WANT TO PLEASE GOD. AND I LOVE GOD(even though my life doesnt seems to reflect that).
it's just that what i want isnt what God wants. and im still a selfish incorrigible brat that stands for her own beliefs. i still want to do my things, instead of God's things sometimes.
i guess i am never good enough to be a christian. i'll try, i guess. but trying will never be good enough.
oh, it's raining now:D and i feel like going lsb
Yi thought i could still rely on matt's amazing voice to calm my nerves sometimes.
but i guess i lost control yesterday. and i just wished that dylan's ipod was there to stem the tears.
i know i still have a long way to go, but i promise i will be harsh on myself and the world.
i effing pissed with myself. someone please, slap me upsidedown, kick my ass and tell me im a hopeless bitch that should drown in her own dirty blood.
and maybe a apologetic sms works fine for you. but to me, it hurts me more.
maybe we should just avoid each other forever + ever.
and im not sure whether i want this relationship back. because im too tired to carry on.
i dont know what's wrong with me but a7x is pissing me off sometimes.
but im still gonna love their new self-titled album
Yand im starting to bop to relient k once in a while. there must be something wrong with me.
currently on my list:
paramore (loving it
Y)
panic! at the disco (loving it
Y)
red jumpsuit apparatus(loving it
Y)
the academy is...
30 seconds to mars
bullet for my valentine
drop dead, gorgeous
taking back sunday
dashboard confessional
greenday(old albums)
fall out boy(old albums)
click five(new album
Y)
a7x(new album
Y)
good charlotte(re-loved:D)
mcr(re-loved:D)
maroon 5(re-loved:D)
there's more to come. and im pysched about relistening/exploring more bands
Y
{.10:53:00 PM
