As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
i cant sleep. i cant sleep. i cant sleep. :C
and i think alicia has fallen asleep because i could get through her phone but she didnt pick up.
wth, maybe i should stay in bed. but my headache is irritating me. and panadol isnt working.
which totally means that im gonna be drained of energy tmr. and there's church. sheesh.
why is everyone sleeping so early on a friday night? i know it's 2am in the morning.
but hello? it's a friday night, for goodness sake.
sheesh. my headache is making me crappy and bitchy. oh kill me please.
QUIZ FROM MENGYAN#01. Who took your blog picture?
idk.
#02. Exactly what are you wearing right now?
gray tee and fbts.#03. What is your current problem?
idkidk. i think im persistant in holding onto some things that i shouldnt be holding on. but i still wanna hold on to them, because holding on to them makes me feel like myself. understand? o_o
#04. What makes you most happy?
for the time being, my headache to go away and a nice sleep.but for long term, i guess i wanna break free.#05. What is the name of the song you're listening to?
dead in water-hawthorne heights.#06. Do you like MTV?
kind of, i guess. i lost interest in it some time back. but i wont mind subscribing to it.#07. Name something that annoys you about people.
im a self-centred bitch who gets the piss out of about almost everything.
numberone: you.
#01. Nicknames?
vic. weiduoliya. caixike. dafter. and idk. but i think all my nicknames are pretty dumb and random.#02. Eye colour?
black black black! :C blue/gray eyes ftw!Y#03. Hair colour?
black.numbertwo: family#01. Do you live with your parents?
sadly yes.#02. Do you get along with your parents?
for the time being, no.#03. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
married. they should get a divorce or something, then maybe that will add spice to my utterly boring life.#04. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
1 annoying sister.numberthree: your favourites.
#01. Ice cream?
idk. im not picky about it. but thinking of ice cream right now makes me feel like puking.#02. Season/s?
winter. then i could hibernate like animals.
#03. Book?
idk. i cant remember nice books at this moment.#04. Band/s?
seriously, i see no point listing it out. maybe i should make a list of bands i listen to on my profile. haha. for now, i guess it's p!atdY, hthY, click fiveY and bullet for my valentine.#05. Food/s?
i have no idea. i want hot soup now :C
#06. Non-alcoholic drinks?
non-gaseous drinks. normally i drink ice lemon tea.#07. Past time?
complaining and whining like an all-time low bitch? haha.
#08. Pen colour?
it depends on the situation and my mood and the availability of colors.#09. Store?
HMV HMV HMV Y
numberfour: do you?#01. Write on your hand?
sometimes. when i get into the momentum of writing/drawing/, i cant stop.#02. Call people back?
erm sometimes. haha. im a pretty irresponsible person#03. Sleep on a certain side of the bed?
no. i sleep on my bed, and wake up on the floor in the morning, sometimes.#04. Have mental health issue?
i guess so. i pretty much keep myself company and laugh to myself.
numberfive: who/what was the last?#01. Movie you saw in the movie theatres?
idk. i cant remember. i think it's really a longlonglong time.
#02. Person to text you?
qinching, fellow dafter!Y haha.#03. Things you touched?
my trusty keyboard and my mouse.#04. Things you said?
i just sang along to p!atd's london beckoned songs about money written by machines. lol.it's time for us to chance~#05. Person you hugged?
aliciaaaaaaa:D i wanna hug you again. (desmond is gonna kill me.)
#06. Person to call you?
dylan.#07. Last book you read?
i cant remember. it must be a long time since i read books.#08. Last person you danced with?
idk. i had never danced with someone before? as in those formal dances.im still very bored. and my headache is still persisting. how irritating.
i think im gonna take some muscle relazers and force myself to sleep.
i still refuse to let go. i wanna keep holding on.
because im afraid of losing everything after letting go. and i wanna be the person i want to be.
and idk what im talking now. rubbish most probably.
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