As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
it's raining tonight:D
and i think i can sleep well tonight. it's been long since i had a good night. yayyyy.
imm-ed with mengyan today.
she looked hiphop-ish today when i first saw her. with the big jacket and all, she does looks like those hiphoppers. o_o
i getting sick of minitoons. i had been there for more than three days this week.
watched the gameplan. (limited choices and mengyan's suggestion.)
it was actually quite boring. but somehow entertaining, i guess.
i was pretty much cloes to freezing in the theatre. wth. i should get a jacket or something.
(im having difficulties to type on my keyboard today for no apparent reason o_o)
it's not that i don't like you. because, oh believe me, i do.
im just tired of trying to compete for you. because i know im never going to win.
and deep inside i've always know im not enough to even make you think.
but it's okay, im not coming back. because im letting go:D
im starting to get tired of listening to click five :/
oh but i still like im getting over you. haha.
p!atd is still amazing. and i think i just influenced mengyan to listen to them:D
they pwn. brendon urie. brendon urie. brendon urie. is hot
Y27. here i come:D
oh i want bsc hoodie, an ipod and a digital cam so badly :C
and i still cant see money raining from the sky. pfft.. comeon~
i think i need to pay for YI camp myself. and that's like so sad. it's still freaking 70 dollars.
im sorry. but im not going to let you in again. it's nothing against you, it's just that i've already made that mistake. and now, i'ld rather throw the past away.
and i see that we're getting on fine in this way, haven't i told you so?
i will always remember the playground. the postcards. the crazy times. the bad times. the crazy confessions. the times that i broke your heart.
but believe me, it hurts me as much as it's gonna hurt you(maybe it's not gonna hurt you, but whatever). because sometimes memories are just the aftertaste of pain.
my headache is still coming on strong. like wth, please just go away and irritate someone else.
panadol panadol, you dont ever work, do you?
*growls with double angst and hammers panadols to dust*
hell with panandols. and headaches. pffft.
oh. and
happy birthday nicole:D
it's past 12am now. haha.
sheesh. i think im gonna tell my mum about my headaches(like she would care.)
sometimes, i wonder why do my parents care about those trivial things(lip rings, hair dying, church, swearing, results, etc) when my health is at stake(exaggeration)?
if i would have dye my hair purple and bring back a medical certification staing that i've cancer, my parents would probably hit the roof and ground me for dying my hair purple, completly missing out the fact that im diagnosed with an incurable disease. *res*
like whatever, im feeling slightly pissed. and i wanna conference with alicia and dylan.
why hasnt alicia called like she promised to? :C
*pouts like a little kid and stamps feet*
sheesh. im being very bored now. and it seems like the rain had stopped.
shit. now it means im not gonna have a peaceful night.
but with my headaches, i doubt rainy nights would help o_o
yes, im being extra bitchy about trivial stuff like my parents and sleeping today. but sue me.
give me one more reason to say goodbye
Y
{.11:42:00 PM
