As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
now the feeling of high is gone. im left with myself again. shit.
i hate this feelings. what caricature of feelings~
there are no raindrops on roses and girls in white dresses.
it's just me sleeping with roaches and taking best guesses at the shade of the sheets
i think i need some time by myself without anybody else.
i need to go far away, a few years back would be fine.
before all my memories triggers a few more of my least favorite things.
and shit i need to turn off the com by 12am and sleep in. by the orders of unreasonably barbaric parents. *pouts and grumbles to self*
sheesh, i hatehatehate sleeping so early on a holiday.
i mean, seriously, i dont give a damn whether some coagulated blood will give my black rings under my eyes and cause me to be disfigured for my whole life.
oh no, but parents do. *res*
shit, im sick of being pissed. and i want to listen to p!atd's new songs.
dammit, i wish i was more well-informed :C
*sighs* i think im gonna have to wait till p!atd new album comes out before i can lsiten to them.
im just gonna let my life bleed on this letter and let the songs sing on forever
Y
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