As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Saturday, December 15, 2007
busy busy busy. and im tired of being busy. which explains my dead blog.
im tired of learning something new about life everyday. it's like peeling layers and layers of memories off. and trying to remember the most initial memories which probably got distorted/forgotten/stowed away in some corner of my brain.
im just so tired and feeling like a deflated balloon. i've no fighting spirit/drive/motivation. like a stereotype. robbed of any motivation.
im starting to feel unenthusiastic about camp(no hard feelings and all). but i just remembered. i've not started on encouragement cards. and im planning not to start. maybe i shall write them at camp and suffer the fate of lack of sleep. or maybe i'll not write them at all since it's been long since i wrote an encouragement card.
and dammit. neither have i started on packing. i dont have a suitable bag, neither do i have half the things stated on the list. black jerseys, anyone?
oh dammit. i hate camps officially.
shit im really comtemplating whether i should forsake that stupid wedding on sunday(not that i can wriggle out of it :X)
carrots trigger the memory of p!atd. which irritates me because their stupid album is coming out on march 25(still pending). and it's still a longgggg way to go. also, it's not like they will ever come to singapore like carrots do. even if they do, their gigs probably cost a bomb.
on the other hand, fftl's new album is coming out on february, i suppose. sheesh, that's still al long way to go too.
i feel like plunging a knife into carrots and all. but i know it's envy, jealousy and resentment that's driving me. dammit. i should just shrivel up and die peacefull listening to fftl or p!atd.
and wth. i cant believe gymclassheroes, relientk, reelbigfish are playing in warped tour 2008. i cant believe this. how can they put these suckiest bands(sorry, i really hate them) side along with fftl, the band that pwns forever + ever? i hope fftl plays at main stage and pwns them all.
oh p!atd. why dont you play at warped tours? why?! oh stupid lovely band.
oh shit. im being a drama queen and all. but really i cant stand it.
i really need sleep. and i think im having a flu. oh stupid body, you're really weak.
and yeah, im guilty, shoot me in the head. you know, i'll do anything to bring you back.
but it seems impossible now. unless i've the superpowers to turn back time and change history.
i cant keep my mind off something i want, but i know i will never have. i know i wont be happy without it. and at the same time im happy without it. but satisfaction, people, satisfaction, is what that keeps me going on.
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