As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
and the truth runs faster than i can catch.
zzz. im suffering from the lack of sleep.
because i was practically dragged out of my house yesternight.
/curses dylan and alicia under the breath
and then tmr i gotta wake up early because it's cny x.x
i have a strong feeling that i'll die tomorrow. from major overexhaustion.
im gonna isolate myself tmr in a corner listening to music. damn all the criticism i'ld get. i need rest. deprive me from it anymore and i swear i'll kill you with my bare hands.
/malicious grin and evil glint in eyes
when tori gets tired, tori goes around killing people who pisses her off.
im getting so lazy that i sleep with my contacts on for two days straight.
my eyes are hurting now. i swear im gonna get eye infection soon. x.x
plus the stupid fan is blowing my stupid hair into my stupid eyes, causing my eyes to hurt stupidly. zzz.
since there's christmas wishlist and all. i'll make one for cny.(not that anyone reads)
my chinese new year wish... would be to wish for an endless train of wishes. whee.
because what's the point of using up a wish for the sake of one thing that i want?
one of the things i'll wish for is to get emotions out of my life completely.
i'll be an unfeeling person, but it doesnt matters. and to me, it'ld be great.
but i guess emotions are supposedly one of the
big things in life. but, not that having it will make any difference for me, since im turning into a zombieeee~
but of course, other than that, i wanna have casey calvert's talent.
i mean since he's dead, he should donate his vocals and guitar skills to me or something.
im not trying to be disrespectful or anything, im just putting his dead talent into the alive me. so that his talent doesnt goes down the drain even after his death.
and then i'll wish for more time.
i'll wish that for control over time. that i can freeze time or go back into time or just make time disappear. then i can pause at my favourite moments.
then i'll wish for loads and loads of money.
i dont even care if i drown in it, i'll still keep on wishing for more and more and more. because like people said, deisre is a bottomless pit.
$.$ money-obsessed tori will kill for money. /thinks of money and smiles peacefully.
money. money. money. unlike vinod, money is my centre. wheee~
and idk what i want to wish for anymore but if i've an endless train of wishes, i can wish for whatever i want. /loses self in fantasyland and floats around laughing maniacally.
im multitasking now and im getting really confused:O
talking to the wrong person about wrong stuff and typing the conversation on my blog.
the winds of change - blow through my soul. and the warlords try to take control.
i will never rely on you and the pain will hit you, shame on you
so if we meet somewhere tonight. you'd better be set to fight. you'll see me, but you wont feel me inside. because there's nothing left but raindrops on carcasses like black symphony.
vanilla ninjaY amazing vocals and lyrics.
im starting to get addicted to rnadom bands and their music are super hard to find. zzz.
like death in december, i wanna buy their album. but due to money constraints, i cant buy it.
im off to sleep. but im lazy to take out my contacts.
but tori swears she's gonna take it out tonight and give her eyes a break.
did you know that day you walked away from the inside?
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