As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight.
chinesenewyearchinesenewyearchinesenewyeariscoming!:D
and im happyecstaticelatedexcitedjubilantexhilerated.
despite the incessant asskissing i've to do, im still pysched.
cause all i can see now in the future is:
moneymoneymoneymoney $.$/smiles to self and floats around the room with happiness
school was shit today. but who cares.
i just officially flunked my maths test since i did most questions in a zombie state.
anyway, i ran away from shamima today and skipped my maths test. whee.
i was gonna flunk it anyway. so there's no big difference.
$ = bleeding star clothing!:DDD
windbreaker + music = love:D
icycold icecreams + saralee poundcakes + money-obsessed ladies = today.
cold night tonight. im abandoning dylan and studies tonight x.x
i wanna hear your voice singing me to sleep in my windbreaker.
i deserve a rest. i need sleep. i need to wind down. i need to rip apart myself and and sleep with peace tonight. because it's too good a night to miss.
time, stop, just stop right here. at this mo. and let me have a rest.
cold nights make me feel tired. worn out. yet happy.
cold nights make me feel melancholic and a little emotional, i guess.
i heart cold nights. and your voice.
and today, another painful realization.
a hello is never complete without a goodbye.
and screw hellos, they all end up as goodbyes.
off to float around and lurk the boards. and then im turning in early.
/floats off with brain filled with thoughts of money
if i wasn't such a pessimist, this chapter could've played out differently.
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