As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
let's amend the classic story, close it so beautifully.
AFTER ALL YOU'VE DONE. YOU'VE NO RIGHT TO CONDEMN ME OR EVEN JUDGE ME.
i am not a fulking ahlian. im not even close to an ahlian. look at my bloody face, i have an
authentic guai-kia face.i hate it when you link me to ahlians and ahbengs. i hate it when you label my friends as ah lians and ah bengs. just because my friends have piercings and they hang out in a big large group
doesnt = they are some stupid ahbengs and ah lians.
just because i meet up with friends at night and want piercings you think im a fulking ahlian
just because i blast music and roll my eyes when you are talking or plainly ignore you, you say im with bad compay which = ahlian.
I AM NOT SOME FRIGGING AH LIAN. NOT EVEN CLOSE.
get that into that thick concussed skull of yours.
so could you stop being such a stupid old fool and leave me alone?
even with wings i cant fly free. even with legs i cant run away.
because whatever i do i can trapped in these stupid opinions and restrictions of yours.
when will there be a time when i can move out and get a life?
they tell me to bear with it. they tell me it's okay and it would soon be over.
but i've longed lost hope. and given up on that barbaric character of yours.
i've been searching, trying, praying.
but home is nowhere.
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my blog is damn dead x.x
two more days to holidays.
but i doubt it'd be much of a holiday since it's gonna be bombed with classes.
9 short days~
life's been pretty dead nowadays.
apart from playing psp and gaming, i've done nothing much-.-
well, i still kinda i look forward to holidays, disregarding the fact that there will be classes.
more sleep. more gaming. more fun. what more can i ask for?
im starting to like more random music. like afi, aiden and etf.
oh well, at least i changed my opninion on afi. i guess they are pretty cool.
and i heart max green
Yi dont know how to react or how to act towards all those things that you do.
because i dont wanna cross the fire line and set off another series of firworks.
that wouldnt be very nice with all the abuse that you are going to lash out again.
somehow, i get on your nerves. and you're forever on my mind getting on my nerves.
just forget it. you dont have to change anything. i dont mind any of these anymore.
because you are just like a natural disaster. unpreventable. destructible. and utmostly horrible.
oh etf's max and zacky vengeance is the sex:D
spread the zackmax love
Yi wanna write a fanfic on them. haha. but im like the worst writer-.-
gonna scour for zackmax fanfics. even though the possibilty is damn low.
and cabal has finally launched its open beta~ gonna game later. wheee.
and i have nothing to do except reading fanfics, music-scouring and gaming on the computer.
lip piercings are love:D
and whee, i think fion's gonna get snakebites. /goes green with envy
damnnnnn, i want lip piercings like alot alot alot alot alot.
butimrestricted.zzz.oh but i doubt snakebites would look good on me anyway O.O
undoubtedly, they look good on alex evans, ryan oliveira, and etcetc.
yay my eyeycandy! i love them all. and yes, zacky + max:D
i dislike the way you do things.
i cant take your words seriously, because they change anytime, at any moment.
make your stand clear. and seriously, we wont condemn you for that.
but forget it, i will never take anyone's word seriously anyway.
blogging really clears my mind and fills it up with more things-.-
/swats away thoughts.
dont tell me things will turn out better.
i already gave up hope. on everything. and humans.
im bored. off to dl cabal. and game:D
what's the hook, the twist, within this verbose
mystery?
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