As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?.
Goodbye helps me to sleep without your memories.And my shattered dreams collect dust on what used to be a lie.It haunts me no more and now you're gone, you've left me alone.So goodbye, goodnight, for good.-Alesana
I once thought my tears were deemed worthless. Yet, today, the flash of triumph and satisfaction that flashed through his eyes told me otherwise.
I never knew a few tears could work so much wonder.
Just by breaking my heart, he smiles. He gets satisfaction from wiping off my smiles.
Just with my tears, I could turn everything right again.
Just by letting him step all over me, I could stop him from hurting us all over again.
Yet, I know you won't cry for me, even if I am the sacrifice.
The world revolves around him as we fall onto our knees to worship him. To offer our lives for his manipulation. To have our wounds rip open again and again by harmful words and drunken tantrums. To taste the blood in our cheeks as the cold hard hand is brought across our cheeks.
No matter how much we try, we are
never in favour.
We are the burden, the unwanted, the scum.
You never tried to understand.
Don't tell me you did. Because I don't fucking see the effort.
Trust me. I will disappear someday. I will leave. Then everyone will be so much better off.
And sometimes, I wonder, will this gaping hole get smaller... Maybe, it would never.
I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow. The pieces are lost, these pieces don't fit, Pieced together, I'm incomplete and empty.They smile as they watch me fall and crumble. They laugh as they step all over me, crushing my wings underneath their heels. It's all about them. It's all about him.
My broken wings bring satisfaction and happiness to them.
But have anyone ever thought of me?
I thought home was somewhere I could take down my facades. Where I could rest.
I thought... But I was wrong. Because home is nowhere.
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