As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Run,and run. But you can't hide.
"The world doesnt condone runaways." -Qinching.
What good would it be for me to escape from life for a couple of days?
What good would it be to me to run away?
I'm afraid of tasting freedom then losing it in the end.
I have been running for all my life.
Trying to hide, behind the shadows of lies and fiction.
Dancing behind the countless facades I built up for myself.
Laughing when I really felt like crying. Crying when I really felt like stabbing and dying.
Those cursed emotions. They are my master and I am the lie.
This vicious cycle is never going to end.
I crave for freedom. Liberation from my life. Yet, I know I have no place to go.
Run, and run. But I can never hide from the world, the society.
All my life, I've been struggling.
Forcing two sides of myself to co-exist. The one that pleases, and the one that hurts.
All my life, I've been trying to fit myself into those small, contained boxes.
When I dont fit, I ask myself, Why am I the one who always bleed?
It isnt the world that is against me. It isnt the people that is against me.
It's just me who's against me.So does it matter who's going to pull the trigger? Does it matter who's taking or dealing the fatal blow?
I'm the one who's going to bleed and rot in my own world of fantasies and lies in the end.
She's a demon with a smile of an angel. An angel dressed in white, with a gun pointed at you, as you blindly bask in the loveliness she radiates.
She'd do anything to be happy. She'd hurt you just to get what she wants. The world is hers for her to manipulate, but she isnt happy.
Yet, after all that, she's just like all the rest, empty and selfish.
After all that you've done, I hope you're happy.
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