As the columns come crashing down.
I am glad you graced me with your presence.
I moved to:
Here
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscence.
Paint me something pretty.
Take it in, it's not too much to see.
We knew this moment was ours, don't give it up or chase it away.
The seams on our tale start to fray.
Draw the blinds and lock the door. I'm treading water, far from shore.
The water serves to break my fall. Open up my lungs and hear my call.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
Put your faith in me and step off the edge, I promise I'll break your fall.
You will fly if you take the plunge.
You said it couldn't be done, I said it's never been done.
This could be so much more than anything ever before.
If you put your faith in me I promise one thing, I'll never let go, never let you go.
I'm calling out to you, can you hear me?
Just believe in me. Just believe in us.
Happy thoughts like Peter Pan. The imagination of a boy that shows we all can fly.
Fly away with me.
You said it can't be done, I said it's never been done.
Just close your eyes and take my hand.
Follow me to Neverland.
This is our happy ending.
This is our answered prayer.
Veek-Tor-Re-Yer.
I will eat your lies and love its poison.
I've the superpowers to get distracted easily.
Sometimes, just because I'm listening and talkng to you, it doesn't mean we are friends.
Music circulates my blood, its rhythm runs in my veins.
I don't believe in second chances. There is a reason why it didn't work at the first time.
I swear. I have a high tendency to irritate and get irritated.
I am easily knocked over. I talk without much thinking. I do things without a particular reason. I take notice of things too much sometimes.
I don't give you the truth all the time. I dont't tell you the facts right in your face. I'll feed you lies sometimes.
And I don't deal with things the perfect way.
Most of the times, I'll argue with you for no reason whatsoever. But I usually have a pretty damn good excuse.
By the end of the day, some will love me, some will hate me. I don't mind which.
As long as you're not in that mid-ground where you love me one minute and want to rip my head off the next.
Because if things are that way, I'll make you hate me through and through.
I would like to meet people who can entertain me without having to try. Because I get bored easily.
I would love to have lots of money. I don't mind if I drown in it.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Is this enough?
My knife, your heart. Your gun, my head.
Are we equals now?
Just another guilt trip. Corny pop songs playing in my head.
A beautiful well-thought apology that would never reach you.
What a coward I am.Despair ate us and we fell. Yet It spat me out.
Was it because of Him? Was it because I was stronger?
Or was it because you were that sweet weakness that kept me rotting?
Why did you threw the way out right back at my face? Was it not enough?
You took my hand and we took the plunge.
I thought I could break your fall.
I thought I was strong.If I was stronger, believe me, then I would never have left you.
I would have kicked and screamed as they clawed at your feet to lead you aside.
If I was better, I would have thought of a way out for
both of us.
A way out of your tears and my pain. Instead of inventing countless facades.
Yet, you fell upon me like a plague.
You sank and I floated.
Was it because I was wrong?
Now I wonder, would it have turned out better if we both sank?
But then again, where is
that Paradise?If there were both of us, could anywhere really be Paradise?
Would a apology make anyone better?
Because it certainly didnt make me better.
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